*sigh*
I just spent 2 hours composing a reply to you Scot and the Anglican Media server refused to talk to my server and it was lost… grrrrrr
I have never been through Moore College, I do not know it from the inside out. I do know some of its fruit. And that is all I have to go on.
Given the last few posts I am not sure I know how to reply. If I ever had any credibility I suppose I can wave it away.
Oh well.
Not everyones experiences can be the same. And nor should they be clones of each other.
Scot, you said:
All I am saying is that I am tired of the gross generalisations and demonisings that are sent in the direction of Moore. This seems to be a favourite passtime of these forums.
You are saying that my favourite passtime on these forums, my sole reason for being here is just to rubbish Moore, the diocese, the Jensens, Calvinism?
Later in your post you said:
You call for sensitivity to your spiritual needs, and yet some of your comments are most insensitive indeed.
Does that mean it’s ok to make assertions about my purpose for being here, and moreover to imply that I am just a trouble maker?
You also said:
You need to explain why I have to tip-toe around your sensitivities, when you seem so unconcerned about mine…
I honestly didn’t realise you (and others) felt as strongly as you did about Moore College and co. If I knew that it was something so close to your heart I would have been more careful. I am sorry to have caused offence. So we can be clear, what exactly do you see as your sensitivities, and where did my comments cross the line? They were not directed specifically at you (not all the time, anyway), and I am genuinely concerned about what you and others regard as my “insensitivities”.
You dismiss Calvinism as the source of all spiritual suffocation and evil, yet you make no specific theological (or even pastoral) argument as to why you conclude it is so erroneous.
Why are you just throwing these accusations at me? How can I give a nice tidy theological explication of my differences with Calvinism when I don’t have nice tidy explanations?
I don’t have a counter systematic theology to offer you Scot. I have not engaged in serious theological study in order to be able to create one - even it were possible to counter such a rigorous system as Calvinism. And on some levels I am not even interested in a systematic theology - it’s just not the way I think about things…
As a child and teenager I had Calvinism beaten into me and was battered by it. When people talk about it as a glorious “biblical” thing I want to take it and shove it where the sun don’t shine because for me it is a monolithic, heavy as lead tool of oppression. Indeed, I myself used it to abuse others.
You will argue that that’s not a real perception of what Calvinism is. Well it’s what I grew up with, and I honestly cannot see it in any other light. This feeling of Calvinism being a leaden-heavy oppressive yoke is separate to the theological reasons I have for disliking it.
I think my quarrel with calvinism is in its approach. It has a very negative view of humankind, a very negative view of God’s interaction with humanity. For example, rather than saying “God made us in his image but we marred it, so he had to find a away to bring us back to that image” the calvinist would say “God made us originally to be second only to the angels, and we, foul wretched worms that we are with no good thing AT ALL in us ruined that so that God had to pay dearly to redeem us and the way he did that was by murdering his own son, his OWN SON, for our pathetic and unworthy sakes.” This latter statement might be true, but it’s not the whole truth; it’s not the whole truth according to what I can see in other people, it’s not the whole truth about who I am, it’s not the whole truth, it’s not even the whole truth if you read the bible in its entirety and don’t just quote random excerpts from Paul.
We have not totally lost the image of God in us: we still have the capacity to love and be loved, to give and to receive - and the fact that we still have these gifts means that the Spirit has something to work with to draw us to God. Because of the incarnation, because of the life, ministry, death, resurrection and ascension of Jesus we have the potential to be remade and restored to God.
This does not deny that we can be horrible and dark and evil creatures and despise the image of God in us, it does not deny that we are in need of salvation. It’s simply a more positive way of viewing it. It is also a much more pastoral, gentle way of drawing people: not everyone needs the hellfire and brimstone, nor the steady persistent heavy grey weight of the calvinist approach…
Jesus came to give us life in all its fullness, not that we might be oppressed and burdened by wailing about how sinful unworthy and obsequious we are. He came down that we might be drawn up. We were never intended to stay down and wallow about how horrid we are. Grace is not itself when it can only be expressed by a comparison; grace is not expressed fully if we go around saying “oh how unworthy am I to be saved, if it weren’t for the grace of God” (you’ve got to hear this with all the right “humble” inflections). Grace is all the more shown for what it is if we are living our potential, if in gratitude we are making the best of what we have, if we are “looking” at God and loving him without the pretensions of faux-humility.
This is a snapshot of what I think, Scot - bit different to Calvinism, eh? I think the rest of my ruminations would rightly belong on another thread…